Howard Lotsof-Final Essay

Howard Lotsof is a genius! I mean what other person do you know was a heroine addict and after experimenting with Ibogaine, got cured from it after one use and decided to spread his findings among the world. "Howard Lotsof, an American filmmaker and political activist, found that ibogaine was particularly useful in treating opiate addiction, based on his own experience and that of his friends since the early 1960s." (Marlatt 171) For a man to basically stumble onto these findings and use it to help other addicts such as himself is remarkable. Many people are giving him less credit than he deserves. "Ibogaine is not a euphoriant and has not shown itself to have abuse potential." (Lotsof 1) When people hear this they should actually believe the research that Lotsof and his research team have discovered and be extraordinarily proud of the achievements he has made. He is not telling everyone this is a sure fire way to cure yourself. This isn't successful with every patient who uses it but it has helped many people along the way and with more research it will go even further.


Work Cited Page
Marlatt, Alan. Harm Reduction: Pragmatic Strategies for Managing High-Risk Behaviors. Guildford Press. New York: New York. 2002

Lotsof, Howard. The Ibogaine Dossier. http://www.ibogaine.desk.nl/lotsof.html

Twilight Movie

This last weekend I went to go to Twilight. I am a huge fan of the books and was ecstatic to see it on the big screen. I went to the Thursday night showing at 12:01. I thought it was a let down to be completely honest with you. I have to watch it again because throughout the movie little girls were screaming out things because they are little girls- which bugged me extremely!! I am such a devoted fan and I was surprised at how the movie came out because the previews made it look amazing. Don't get me wrong there were some great moments in the movie but I thought it could of lived up to the book more. This is because the author of the book did NOT write the script which I believe to be the biggest mistake they could have made!! Hopefully for the next book the movie will be more like the book so I can enjoy it just as much.

November

I can't believe it is November already. It seems like this semester is flying by. Last time i checked I was just starting out the year and look- it is almost already over. What I hate about school is that each class thinks that their class is the most important and give you so much work but fail to realize most people are taking 4 or 5 other classes as well. There are never enough hours in the day to complete what you need and want to do. Also, most people have jobs and work 40 hour weeks on top on of the schoolwork. I think Professors should lighten up- ALOT!

PERVERTS!

This past weekend I experienced a lot of things. Pain ( because i bump into things- A LOT!), joy (had a Halloween party which was complete madness), and annoyance. Annoyance because I work at a restaurant and for Halloween we need to dress up every year. Now just because I'm in a costume doesn't mean you have any right to say certain things or act a certain way towards a young women. It isn't OK- EVER!!!- to say to a young woman that they've got really nice pair of legs and then proceed to wink at you. I'm sorry but you could be my dad or possibly grandfather your that old. Where do perverts get off saying these things!!!!!! Then I had to tell him off and put him in his place but then I don't get the tip I deserve at the end of the day. Oh well my pride is worth more then those guys could have given me anyways. Ugh men...

Hunter S. Thompson

I would just like to say that that man is CRAZY! I really enjoyed reading Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas for class and want to read the entire book when I have a chance. He was doing all these sorts of drugs and mixing then and then proceeded to drive on them- absurd!I loved how he wasn't sure if he was talking or thinking about how he would have to kill the hitchhiker if it had to come down to it. It is a tragedy that he commited suicide because I'm sure with a mind like that he could come up with a lot of other crazy books for people to read!

Joan Didion

Joan Didion is a very talented writer. The way she describes the littlest things like directions to a street or how the women in California are so generic but gives them this vibrancy. It is nice to see an author who isn't afraid to tell it how it is and doesn't care if the California girls-I mean women- take offense to how they are portrayed as the women who will wind up getting a divorce and to wind up going to beauty school. I like how she's puts in what some people would say as useless information like what Lucille Miller had to do the day her husband died or what time in the day it is while talking to officers or friends. I enjoyed reading her story and would probably enjoy reading other works from her as well.

Ovid

Ovid has a way of writing about love that is really remarkable. He has this guideline that he believes every man should use and if they do, they WILL get the girl they truly love. "You, who for the first time are taking up arms beneath the standard of Venus, find out, in the first place, the woman you are fain to love. Your next task will be to bend her to your will; your third to safeguard that your love shall endure. This is my plan, my syllabus. This is the course my chariot will pursue; such is the goal that it will endeavour to attain." (Ovid 98) He absolutely believes in himself and that his plan of success can not fail. Kudos for him for believing in his work. Some of the ways he said to get the girl were absolutely true and I believe everyone should follow, like not getting completely intoxicated, having a fresh clean cut face, showering and being very clean. But some other things like going after a married woman and befriending her husband so when you finally steal her, he wouldn't have seen it coming. I think that is absolutely ABSURD!!! "Wine fills the heart with thoughts of love and makes it prompt to catch on fire. All troubles vanish, put to flight by copious draughts."(Ovid 104) The way he speaks and uses his words is amazing. I love to see this kind of writing not about sorrow, pain, someone who is dying; instead I like to see those stories about love and how to find that someone and steps of how to attain them. Now I don't believe everything he said will work, but I do have faith in his work to be very useful for a man trying to steal a woman's heart.

The Love Books of Ovid: The Art of Love: Book 1

CPE

The Cuny Proficiency Exam is approaching rapidly for me and I'm quite nervous. Why is it that all CSI students have to take a CPE? I don't understand how taking one test determines whether you belong in college or not. If you fail it by the third time you get kicked out of college and that is absolutely absurd. I feel like we're out of high school and we shouldn't have to take these ridiculous tests to prove ourselves. Its enough we take exams and projects and papers all semester long and then we have to worry about this? I don't believe in the CPE and I think it should END!

Ovid

Ovid wrote the Art of Love and to be completely honest- I liked where he was going. He had a few points that were a little out there, but then again- who doesn't? Some of his "techniques" should never be used like going after a married woman. Getting close with the husband so he doesn't expect anything from you. That is quite the opposite thing to do in a situation. You shouldn't be going after a married person. Many people do because they like the chase, the idea that the one woman they can't have, they might be able to if they fight hard enough. I liked a lot of his ideas like being in good terms with the person your going afters best friend, because if they like you, then they could put a good word in. In addition, how the men should be kept fresh cut and clean and not to be inebriated when trying to pursue her, because then you never will. He has a good way of writing and I enjoyed reading his stories.

Coldness

The cold weather is coming and to be completely honest-I HATE IT! I was born in August so obviously, I'm a summer baby. When it gets the tiniest bit of chilly i feel like the North Pole just came through to say HI! I am not looking forward to it because 1. i hate the cold and 2. because there are no more seasons its just summer and winter which means the ozone layer is disintegrating. Well, that is just lovely don't you think?

Eagle Eye

So this past weekend I went to go to see Eagle Eye starring Shia LeBouf. It makes you wonder how technology really makes such a difference as the years go by and htat maybe years down the line how technology can rule the world. It was a very good movie that kept you on your toes wonddering what was goin to happen next. It's a movie for anybody and of course there was some comic relief so it wasn't all serious. I highly recommend people to go see it.

Football

I really enjoy watching most sports but I never understood football. There's so many different people. You have the quarterback,offensive and defensive line, you've also got all these technicalities. Why must they have so many different things going on. Eventually after 3 years of doing Monday night football, I think I've got it down for the most part. But, when I was a beginner, it was extremely hard to understand. It was like trying to learn Chinese- it just doesn't happen. I think they need to ease up a bit and make it a little simpler, but her- THAT'S JUST ME!!! = )

Twilight-Stephanie Meyer

Stephenie Meyer is an amazing writer. She has a saga out starting with Twilight, then there is New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn. The story is about a girl named Bella who winds up falling in love with someone she wouldn't normally fall for, or anybody for that matter. She moves to Forks, Washington which probably has a population of 200. Everybody knows everyone in that town as well as their pasts. Stephanie Meyer has a way of writing so it makes you feel like you are part of the story or even the main characters. I'm not the type of person who is interested in science fiction readings or anything to do with vampires or werewolfs for that matter, but she definately knows how to write to have you captured in her stories. When the books are over you will be devastated but she is coming out with other books relating to this saga.

Different School Agenda

For the last two years I've been a business major until I decided against it. It was none of the following: interesting, appealing, motivating, nor exciting. So now, I'm becoming a Guidance councilor- go figure! We'll see..